okay.
i have not posted for very long.
sry! my dead blog.
i couldn't find time!!!
trying to hide my feelings by smiling(:
i jus feel dead.
dead.like i'm not alive.
my laughter....which seems dead.

now go school come bak.
de only ting tat can make me feel alive are my family....mallika..liz...millie...alot more...
trying to live.
everything is just drowning & engulfing me.
i wish sth would make me happy.
my fake laugther..
i guess i'm depressed. i dunno why.
i dunno..with so many ppl loving me..i still feel lonely.
lol.


Cheer up.
so pissed off with someone..DE FLIRTER>
stupid...smart ass.

i miss YONGHE.
My gan!
GREEN TEA.
so sian.
crazy as it seems i'm trying to feel happy...